I wrote my last journal more than one year ago and nothing really changed since then. My life is the same every day but I found someone who's closer to me. We met in November 2013 but I don't really talk about it. My friends and my closest relatives know some things but not the whole of it. I'm a shy girl and I don't really like to show my feelings to others. I try to smile when something hurts me and this would be it, really.
School will finish for me 3 days from now and I'm done with my exams for this year. But I can't rest so much 'cause I'm trying to find a job for the summer but I started the procedure to have a proper one for me. I hope I'll make it work.
Next year will be my last in my current school and I'm a little scared (like I am about having a job but I know I have to do it because sooner or later, my things to do will catch up with me). It won't be so long to say goodbye to my friends and maybe going to uni or have a real job after my last year ends. But it's my future and it's better if I concentrate my summer and my school trip with the half of my class, what was fun last year. It can always make me smile when I think about it.
Another thing happened to me in the year I didn't write a word. I fell in love with a TV show what changed how I see the world. Every decision I make makes me think about the possibilities and it also taught me to accept everyone, no matter, how different they are and everything bad whatever happens in our daily lifes. It made me stronger and more curious about the world and the universe. But sometimes it isn't a good thing. I don't want to give a speech about this 'cause I think what I wrote is totally enough for now.
I'm writing this journal at home where I don't really have to hurry and I can be myself but I have some feelings I still don't show. It isn't their thing to know about what I have in my mind but I think it's enough from me for now.